been damn busy this week..
school, ncc, and stuff..
i am finally out of ncc and i am so happy.
EXTREMELY HAPPY!
mayb nt in the long run..
i feels SO SO SO SO WEIRD going back home at 12 plus
in the afternoon today..
din do that for like the past 3 years plus..
except for sch holidays la of cos.. =.=

from now i am going to drop everything and concentrate
on my studies. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
not really everything la but those unnecessary stuff.
going off to church soon :D
i'll post all the GOH pictures when i come back.
mayb.
i'm going to a wedding tomorrow!
i love weddings.. there so much yummy food!
plus u get to look nice in a dress[haven't bought one yet 0.0]
the best part is you get to see how much the
bride and groom love each other..
i'm so envious but happy for them at the same time..
wow. sharing your life with someone else is like super magical.
i also want lah!!!!!

[sensible rebekah : shut up la. your 16 leh. wake up
your idea or do 100 counts of jumping jacks!
crazy rebekah: :'( but i want! *starts weeping and pulling out her hair*
sensible rebekah: **SLAP!!** you're a disgrace. start behaving like a 16 yr old pls.
crazy rebekah: i hate you. why are you so mean to me?!
sensible rebekah: FINE. GO BALD FOR ALL I CARE!
crazy rebekah: *looking at the mirror* OH MY GOSH WHERE'S ALL MY HAIR!!!!????!!!
sensible rebekah: HAHA! stupid baldy!
crazy rebekah: boohoo! mummy!!!]

ok that was lame. :D
but who cares.

LYRICS FOR BLEEDING LOVE.
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

the vein part is kinda scary though.
like some depressed person who's trying to kill herself..
CHOI. sry.

yep tts all for now.